[really, i can't tell if it'd be better or worse to get everything off of my chest at this point.]

Even if it's supposed to get better in the time you're from, that doesn't mean it will get better for me. I might never come back. ... if I don't come back, then I can't save him. I won't be able to finish my father's work. ... I'll have failed everyone.

[right back to picking at the sheets.]