歌星 賢吾 | Kengo Utahoshi (
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rabbithatch2013-03-05 07:39 pm
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forcing interaction one way or another!
[awkward shifting everywhere, why am i wearing this thing where people can see me and why are you letting people into my home. i told you i don't want to talk to anyone.]
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... Is... is that so.
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Even if it's supposed to get better in the time you're from, that doesn't mean it will get better for me. I might never come back. ... if I don't come back, then I can't save him. I won't be able to finish my father's work. ... I'll have failed everyone.
[right back to picking at the sheets.]
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. . .
Kengo, in one of the times I'm from....
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[since you said you did it all for your friend, how would I think you cared about us?]
Hm?
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[whoa hey wait back up a second.]
You called me by my first name...
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I'll change back, if it bothers you. [but i don't want to.]
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What changed?
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You revived Gentarou.
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And we became friends?
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[is this what you're asking me or are we having communication issues again.
also not that i didn't think we weren't already friends, but i still can't believe you really cared about me at that point. considering circumstances.]
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That's the only reason you would. Didn't you say that yourself?
... I suppose it's too hard to believe.
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[fkdjsh no go back, i like that version better.]
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Whatever you're... more comfortable with. ... I can— I can adjust.
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. . .
[oh look we're back to this point.]
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U—
... Utahoshi-san, your... answer?
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[siiigh]
I don't mind what you want to call me, if you're used to something else.
[this is the most not-subtle I get.]
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[if i say it enough maybe it'll start to mean something to you.]
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maybe it'll help me remember how important you are to me, despite everything you've done. and that i'd rather not lose you on top of everything else, even though i can't forgive you yet.]
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hesitating.]
Kengo... For everything you—and Gentarou and the others—have done.... For accepting me.... Believe me when I say—
... Thank you.
[gtg bye]
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